okay, i'm back...

As you can probably tell from my last post, I got distracted like mid-thought, and had to go do something else. Alas, the pains of working... (yes I'm at work).

Oh, um, yeah, so I was saying I needed to get focused, because I was concentrating on the gloomier events in my life and not the good ones.

Namely, that I'm getting married in Decemember, and in about nine days, I'll be moving into mine and Nick's *new* house... and best of all, in less than two months -- NOVEMBER -- (drumroll, please) me and NIck will finally be toghether!!! :D Okay, and I have lots of really cool friends to outwiegh the one that confusing me at the present... Friends that make me laugh when I read their blogs like Andy , who blogs about blogging...

Don't ask.

Anyway, on a more serious note, my reminder to stop focusing on the negative things came from a family who's son is recovering from a horrible accident. The whole family is still remaining cheerful and positive and keeping their eyes on God.

I am in awe of their peace and serentity at this time. I tend to just freak out and calm down later. But when I concentrate on the good things God has done for me, I find I have much more strength, and peace to deal with difficult situations.

The job will eventually get better... My friend decides the fate of her own life; I cannot make decisions for her. I can't change her - only God can -- and she has to let Him. So instead of freaking out about it, I should just relax and let God take care of it. I'm quite certain he'll do a better job than I can, anyway. :P