when life hands you lemons.... throw them at people who are annoying you.

Well, my posts as of late have been few and far between -- but its a bit hard to write about what's been going on without sounding like a.) a drama queen, or b.) I'm complaining. *sigh*

I should have realized when my brother told me that he wasn't sure he could make it to my wedding because he didn't want to "let his boss down at work"; that family meant nothing to him.

But... as he has taken off again, and no one knows where he is -- including his ruddy probation officer, its quite certain, that not only will he not be able come to my wedding, once he does get caught, he'll go right back to jail.

Once there, he can prattle about how many changes he's made... and continue to tell me that I'm doing everything wrong.

But then, back to him coming to my wedding (when he still could have) I don't really think he cared what his boss thought; he made another excuse, saying he wasn't sure he approved of this marriage -- didn't know if he liked this Nick guy, and that he wanted to talk to him to make sure he (Nick) was the right guy for me. Dunno what for...

But I dunno if I'm gonna have much to write about for awhile. As this is all that's on my mind at the moment, its rather pointless to talk about it. Not like there's anything I or anyone else can do, but ... one needs to vent sometimes.