need coffee!!!!!!!!!!

i was going to say something intelligent and witty, but i am feeling neither of these particular qualities tonight. for some reason, i'm very tired, and am having trouble staying awake. i think i shall make myself a strong cup of coffee. the kind they make in the military which is so strong it dissolves the spoon that you stir it with. perhaps that has something to do with working third shift, or just the fact that i'm a new mom and when i want to sleep, clay wants to play? of course, it is my own fault for being tired today -- i could have taken a nap this evening before work, but instead chose to watch House, because the previews snagged me. *sigh*

the thing is, you KNOW the person is going to live, so why watch it and get all emotionally charged up over the patient when there is always a happy ending? i don't know. but i still do it.

my teacher informed me that insanity was doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. perhaps then, the very concept of television is insane.

but then, so could going to work. i.e., you expect a raise, so, you go to work day after day, expecting one (and not getting it); then you are, by definition, insane. hmmm.. guess that means we are all insane!

well, if i don't back to work, not only will i not have any hope of a raise, i won't have a job, either.