Ben and Jerry's aint gonna cut it

Well, I called Nick, and he's staying in England because he doesn't think it makes sense to live in a crappy apartment and work his butt off to get through school for eight years, when he can keep his house and get his tuition paid for in England. And he thinks alot can change in 8 years... And he doesn't know what he wants. As far as us? He doesn't know, but we both agreed that it doesn't make sense to write back and forth, for eight years, esp. since he doesn't know what he wants. Or at least that's what I got out of it. So I don't know what is going on, all I do know is that he won't be moving here for 8 years, and that he doesn't know if its gonna happen AFTER he gets a degree, and that he doesn't know about us.

Them's the facts, people. I'm not even going to try to write about how I feel right now, because if I do, someone will tell me I'm being unfair for not totally understanding this. But I don't. I don't understand at all.